今天和朋友聊了很多，什么都聊
喜欢跟朋友聊天
享受跟朋友聊天的时间
大家都好像有了自己奋斗的目标
大家好像都比以前更有干劲
今天，看见一位好友成功了
真替他感到高兴
但相反的
看着自己好像越来越奇怪了
开始摸不清自己要的是什么
不想被人绑手绑脚
但是又渴望被人管
到底要怎样，我真的摸不清
曾经的伤害，使我有阴影
该继续封着自己，还是打开心扉
朋友问，心里还有她吗？
我回答，不清楚，不懂叻
是不懂，还是还不会面对呢？
半年了，我是在逃避还是问题已被解决？
我真的不懂
朋友说，要忘记，就要找个新的
我听了，尝试了
但不再是当初那种感觉了
反而，还差点伤害了无辜
是自己的要求高，还是说没人选
爱情不是一加一，不是一厢情愿
真爱是否存在，谁能告诉我
渴望爱情，还是渴望被爱？
我还是以往那个涵阳吗？
我的自信呢？跑到那了？
hey, thanks for sharing with us the emotional side of you... hmm.. i guess im not a good example to give my advice in this particular topic! you know what i mean rite? but enjoy being who im as for now.. and i dont wish to change anything in that aspect! i read this post onn the day you posted it, later i read something remotely similar about finding love elsewhere, thought i came to share...
ReplyDeleteWe are forever looking for love, We look for a sweetheart who will turn into a loving spouse. We look for love from our parents and respect from our children. We look for love from our government, hoping our leaders will be compassionate with us and our countrymen. But strangely, we often get into our worst messes when all we are doing is looking for love. A marriage may split up due to one of the partners looking elsewhere for love. A teenager may wreck his car and his body by driving too fast in a quest for a certain kind of love from his peers. Desperate for love, people ruin their minds with drugs which give them a temporary surge of a counterfeit feeling similar to love
it is a simple fact that anyone can love. It is one of our inalienable rights as humans to love and to give. Perhaps life could not even exist without this process. There is an electricity generated in the action of love that is as real as that which powers a train or lights a reading lamp. As with electricity, no one really knows what love is nor where it comes from, but we do know we can channel both electricity and love through conduits. Properly channeled electricity can transform our environment, and properly channeled love can transform the quality of our lives.
Listen to the silence if you would hear the song of love. Love may catch you between bites of an apple or while you are cleaning the toilet. You live within love always, but you can never find it, capture it, preserve it, or explain it--you might as well try to build a rose with a hammer and nails. Just wait, and listen, and watch, and work--and one day when the time is right, a rose appears on the bush. This rose is rooted in the cracks of the universe, and so is love, and so are you.
ciao, hope you wont fell asleep reading it
uncle jason
>>Uncle Jason
ReplyDeleteThanks for ur advise...
I think before i wanna look for "love", i should upgrade myself first la...
and knowledge play a big role in that,
and now, wat i know is,
spm come knocking my door edi, wat i need to do is concentrate... score a good result for myself...